i'm sorry for the language use in this blog entry. but i just have to express myself.

FUCK. I LOST MY BLOODY IPOD. it's not any ipod. it's MY BELOVED IPOD NANO!!! i wan to kill myself. my ipod is my baby. it's like having this child of mine for more than 1 year and now it's gone. every minute i've been thinking about where is my ipod, who's holding my ipod, does it still have battery, is it scratched or dropped on the floor. flash back memories of me seeing my ipod in my bag, seeing myself listening to my ipod on the way to school, when i go run in the mornings. AND NOW IT'S GONE. i feel so desperate. so helpless and hopeless. it has a great sentimental value to me. accompany me thru my lonely and sad times, thru my tough times when i study for my A levels. and fuck, it's gone.

i hope someone will give it back to nus's office. i'll be grateful to u eternally. it means damn alot to me. sigh.

if u pity me and want to help. please buy me a white ipod nano 4 GB. thank you. i will also be grateful to u eternally.